by Kristin Marie » Tue Jan 04, 2005 8:47 pm
Walter walks out of the chapel and walk in front of Alex’s room. He looked inside the window and watched Nicole talking to her sister.
Alex walks around her room, watching herself in bed, with machine all over her. She turns to her mother in a whisper,
“ I don’t want to stay here anymore.†Alex told her mother.
“ You want……….to die?†Jill was looking shock by her daughter’s sudden request to die. “ No! I mean in Hawaii. I don’t want to be here.†“ You don’t, Alex. Then where?â€
“ Beverly Hills. I love Beverly Hills, it’s my home.†Alex looks at her mother. “ Mom, if I live, I ‘m going back to California. I don’t need this hotel here. Dad or Nicole can have it. Hell, even Vincent can. Think about it: I doubt anyone is going to want to stay here. I did what I had to do when I came here.†“ What about Nicole and your father?†Jill asks. “ Jason told Tessa that he wants him and Nicole to move to California. Tessa and Frankie are considering leaving. Mom, there’s such to many memories here. I’m so tired of being here,†“ I respect your decision, Alex…..but.†“ I’m not asking. I am telling you what my….my plans are. If I chose to live then I am moving back to Beverly Hills.†Alex put her foot down as she walk to the window. “ I have a life of my own there. I have a man in my life that I was so happy with. Maybe I am able to reconnect with him again. I love Brad and I know he still loves me. We can get married and……If I chose to live…..If I don’t…….I will be missing out on that.†She turns to her mother. “ I am leaving knowing that I have my father back in my life and a sister that I always dreamt of having.†Alex added. “ I know, honey. I know.†Jill walk up to her and hugged her.
Nicole put on the radio just in case her sister can hear her favorite music. Just then the music, “ My immortalâ€
( Forever Love) by Evanescence blares over the radio. As the music plays, Alexandra and Jill are weeping.
Suppressed by all my childless fears,
And if you have to leave,
I wish you would just leave,
Cause your presence still lingers here,
And it won’t leave me alone,
These wounds won’t seem to heal,
This pain is just too real,
There’s just to much that time can not be erase,
When you cried I’d wipe away all of your tears,
When you scream I’d fight away all of your fears,
And I held your hands through all of these years,
But you still have all of me,
You used to captivate me by your resonating light,
Now I’m bound by the life you left behind,
Your face haunts my once pleasant dreams,
Your voice it chased away all of the sanity in me,
These wounds won’t seem to heal,
This pain is just too real,
There’s just to much that time can not be erase,
When you cried I’d wipe away all of your tears,
When you scream I’d fight away all of your fears,
And I held your hands through all of these years,
But you still have all of me,
I tried so hard to tell myself that you’re gone,
But though you’re still with me,
I’ve been alone all a long,
When you cried I’d wipe away all of your tears,
When you scream I’d fight away all of your fears,
And I held your hands through all of these years,
But you still have all of me,
Nicole turns off the music and sat back down besides her sister. She took Alex’s hand, that was bandaged up, held it. “ Oh, Alex. Please just wake up, okay. I’m scared. I don’t want to lose you again. We’ve just found each other. You can’t leave me. We’ve got a lot of catching up to do.
I remember when I was little; I have always wanted a sister or a brother. Dad, at the time, when ever I asked him….he never said anything. He never told me that I DO have a big sister. He never talked about you. I thought maybe he and mom never wanted a child, so they stop trying for another one. If I have known about you, I would have fought hard to find you. I would have spoke with Mrs. Kinney about you.
Always Dream, no matter where, or when...Dream Big Or Small. Dreams is where the heart is.